

i couldn’t be with someone who doesn’t love me anymore or someone that i make feel sad. i don’t know why i thought we could work, i should have known from the beginning, i should have stayed away from a relationship like i had been. you said how complicated your life is, well hopefully i made it simpler for you. at least now you can do whatever you want, you can be happy cuz now you can go to parties like you’ve wanted to this whole time. you can finally find someone else who can make you happy or at least someone else to blame for your sadness. is it’s not just us, i can’t take any of this anymore. i don’t want to talk to anyone or be with anyone. i just want to be left alone to rot.